Diamond Dance

Endless pain, drinking shame

Whirled to bury the previous game

All those orgies and those names

Wreaking my brains.

Wines and women, I had had ‘nuff

Erased the cigarettes puff by puff

Looked for joys, forever in trance

Life was nothing but a diamond dance

Mary Jane was the only friend

She gave me pleasure till the end

In her arms, I found solace

Never wanted I, to expunge the haze

Pauper from a prince, I became

The extravagance was now all gone

And only the tatters remained

Those bigots looked at me with visions of thorn

All this idiocy, couldn’t change me

For it was, me just being me

Life to me was a two-dollar whore

I let it be, I let be

I

Shades of Darkness filled inside my heart
Look behind to find no one on this path
Crossing the unknown way to place unknown I think
Wish I could go back again

Leading a loner's life, so austere
Wasted this existence part by part
Ego helped mind to nurture it
Love was gone untasted

Nothing ever came my way
Had useless talks over cigarettes and wine
They say time is a great healer
But I wasted the same precious time

I was no saint I know
But I wasn't even Cynical
Never realized time just passed by
And the life became so dull

You are born nude,Dad used to say
No one's going to get you dressed
You earn your place in this world
No one's ever born blessed

Self obsessed I keeps haunting Me
And I know things will never change
Somewhere deep inside my mind I think

Wish I could start all over again

© rahul

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E-mail(s) - sharma.rahul@rahul.co.in

praveer.bisht@gmail.com

Alas!

alas!

Oh, what a day it was

I was flowing with the wind

Standing by the creek

Saw an angel with a broken wing

I stuttered to a halt

And hid behind a rock

As if compelled by

Some mystical force

It was a vision extraordinaire

Though there was gloom on her face

As if her crying eyes were asking

“Will I ever be healed, is someone here?”

Something inside me wanted to help

Though I was not sure

“From the whirlpool of pains

Would I be able to bring her ashore?”

I walked up to the creek

And asked who she was

With frightened eyes she looked at me

Into the tree she vanished, alas!

© praveer & rahul

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E-mail(s) - sharma.rahul@rahul.co.in

praveer.bisht@gmail.com

Blood Weapons..

Blood weapons, resembling death
Salvation dies, acidic breath,
Increasing pain, hurting sanes
Crawling insects, living in drains

This is what we are
This is what we were,
Nothing but pooped corpse


Mortality breeds, ignorance prevails
Politics deadly disease, corruption hails,
i kill you, you kill me, such is life
Dead bodies lying on ground, her son his wife

This is what we are
This is what we were
Nothing but pooped corpse

© rahul

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E-mail(s) - sharma.rahul@rahul.co.in

Slow Death

Earthquakes and hurricanes,
Hatred flowing in your vanes
Houses burning in flames,
Life playing cheap games

Hey u, Can't u see can't u feel?
This world's going insane.

This is a blood city,
Don't u walk down the streets
Fucking find yourself inside,
Never let the angel and devil meet

Hey u, Search your heart search your soul
You have got no one to blame.

Lying on the floor,
Running out of pain
There is a voice in the sky,
Here is a corpse in the drain

Bleeding, got not feeling,
Seems like life has no meaning
Every one is crying,
Picking up fights for a line

Will this ever end?
Hearts broken, who will mend?
Think and think over again,
This world is going insane.


© rahul

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E-mail(s) - sharma.rahul@rahul.co.in

Buzzing around a bit..!!!

Now this is some serious stuff. This is an extract of chat between me and my friend Praveer who sits right behind me in the Office. This is how we utilize our time whenever we are not working (P.S It happens all the time)..Give it a read

praveer: buzz

me: oye buzz buzz oye

praveer: hum buzz de chuke sanam

me: buzz to hona hi tha

praveer: buzz kiya to darna kya

me: buzz apna apna

praveer: major general buzz buzz

me: the buzz of the Caribbean

praveer: curse of the black buzz

me: buzz with the wind

praveer: the talented mr buzz

me: the beautiful buzz

praveer: saade naal rahoge te buzz karoge

me: bolo buzz buzz

praveer: aaoo buzz karen

me: buzz karaale buzz karaale buzz

praveer: buzz hai

me: im on a highway to buzz

praveer: stairway to buzz

me: imagine thr's no buzz

praveer: its buzz if u try

me: u may say im a buzzer

praveer: but i m not the buzz one

me: Buzz on the water

Praveer: and u lose the buzz as there was no buzz in ur sentence
i haven't buzzed to that either

me: buzz

praveer: listen all this buzzing is really irritating the buzz of my mind and i request u to stop the buzz around this buzzing universe

me: u r buzzing ryt buzzer
so buzz off

praveer: okies
u buzz off too to the buzz land

me: k buzzer
i'll buzz arund wid someone else nw
keep buzzing

praveer: u buzz


Please feel free to buzz your buzzing comments in here

Highway To Nowhere

Highway To Nowhere

Once again, i'm lost in these blur dreams

Nothin' is as real as it seems

Once again, i’m breathing but without a cause

Nothin can be worse than this loss...

I’ve left behind my own…

This is not me, and just my clone…

Can anyone hear me?

I’ve lost all the glee…

Can someone heal my loneliness?

Been bilked by Life, I’m wandering aimless...

Please tell me will it be heaven or hell

Where m I going from here

Feels like I’m driving on highway to nowhere...

I'm worn-out, I can’t glide

How long should I run, where should I hide?

My trust is broken by my own shadow

The world's too boorish and apartheid...

Now it's time to say goodbye to this place

I don’t want to carry this disgrace on my face

Can anyone tell me will it be heaven or hell?

Where m I goin' from here

Feels like I’m driving on highway to nowhere...